to watch him walk away.
to let him go.
i miss him so much already.
this is going to be so hard for me. hes the only one i’ve ever totally trusted and loved. hes not here to tell me its okay or to tell me he loves me. it just hurts going through our house and remembering this morning. how he snuck in the shower with me and how we laid on the couch together.
i wish i would of held on to him longer. kissed him longer.
the hormones are def. not helping. i feel like i’m losing it.
i miss my bestfriend.
